to you blue eyes say 'purity'
green ones 'oh-so stubborn'
silver says 'shes in love with me'
but you see through me in auburn.
you read my eyes, you read my mood
you let me sit there, sink in and brood
so i tell myself to stop being rude
and say whats on my mind
drifting back to the what ifs?
bring me back to the what now?
I can't handle these what ifs!
help me figure out right now,
help me figure out right now.
to you blue eyes say 'purity'
green ones 'oh-so stubborn'
silver says 'shes in love with me'
but you see through me in auburn.
you read my eyes, you read my mood
you let me sit there, sink in and brood
so i tell myself to stop being rude
and say whats on my mind
drifting back to the what ifs?
bring me back to the what now?
I can't handle these what ifs!
help me figure out right now,
help me figure out right now.
These problems matter,
but i'm the only one they matter to,
constant assurances of i believe in you
and i can't conceive of you
ever breaking down.
So what happens when i finally break,
give up, throw out the things i can't take,
when i leave and separate
from the people who were there?
turn away, it didn't happen,
don't face my pain because it isn't a bad one,
there's worse hurt in the world that you've heard of
so let's all say that i'm fine.
it's happened already, this slow, constant, steady
flow of people who ignore or trivialize
the things that i despise and can't handle,
try looking through my eyes to these bleak skies
what would you think if I sang out of tune?
would you stand up and walk out on me?
lend me your ears, and I'll sing you a song!
and I'll try not to sing out of key!
my life is average, and remembering that keeps me grounded. or maybe below grounded. if I went around saying my life is great, i would be told to level out. but by saying FML too much, they called me a pessimist.
today was a hat day, and so will friday be.
since when did it matter if the outside world fit it?
Three names that I go by:
-kd
-katie
-blondie
Three physical things you like about yourself:
-hips, nose and ankles.
Three things that scare you:
popping balloons, cheese strings and myself.
Three everyday essentials:
bus pass, toothpaste and my voice
Three favorite bands or artists:
artists- alanis morisette, fiona apple and joni mitchell ( and skye sweetnam and serena ryder and meredith brooks and janis joplin)
bands- barenaked ladies, marry me jane and paramore. ( and the offspring and matchbox twenty and fleetwood mac and blink 182 and pearl jam and smash mouth and sum 41 and third eye blind and 54-50 and the doors)
TWO truth
Hey Everyone! Merry Christmas and such and such.
Someone today wished me a happy boxing day. what is this world coming to? we must need more chocolate...
Anywho! My wonderfull, amazing beautifull mother gave me a lil laptop for christmas. cue ocular deterioration. =D
also! cue more pictures at ungodly hours! and 25% more updated portfolio! infact, i just downloaded irfanveiw. (yeah, 100% failure at photoshop.)
Mucho love to all of you!